Don't you love how quick God is to test our willful plea of trusting Him? It's been an eventful last few days...The nanny job I stayed in Siloam for does not appear to be what I will be doing this summer.
I am wondering more than ever what I am doing here? After calling my dad for advice (wisest man I know) the choice was placed back in my hands. I've realized that I like to walk through life having others make decisions for me, "just...you tell me what to do". It was scary to come to the realization that what I had always wanted when I was a teenager, is now mine forever. My parents don't have the authority as they used to and I can't rely on them to make decisions for me.
Bills to pay. New car windshield cracked. Jobless.
Okay, Lord....what on earth are you doing?